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DOUBLE TWO SINGLE SIX !
. Rigorous & Righteousness

♥ Tuesday, October 31, 2006
MY HEART IS BROKEN !!!
hello everyone.. i am back.. lols.. sians leis.. now working, cos my tao eh not free, i take over him.. another day dun need sleep liao.. i haven sleep for 2 days lerx, tink having stress bahs, tinking too much wen i am alone.. sad case huh.. but i dun tink she cares bahs..

seriously, now i know who cares for me and who don't.. i will be back with you, since you waited for me for so long.. kisses !!!

With Respect ,
@ THREE EIGHT ²¹>

♥ Sunday, October 29, 2006
hello everybody.. lols.. i am now working and i am so fuxcking sians la.. hahas..
so post abit first lorx.. veri tired.. haven slept for 30hrs le, damn tired.. hahas..
shall come to post again bahs.. life is so boring.. tonight maybe going "LIP" disco..
still not confirm yet, tired.. take care everybody..

With Respect ,
@ THREE EIGHT ²¹>

♥ Friday, October 27, 2006
hi everyone.. so late huh.. hahas.. hmmm, jus now went to PS and geylang wif weijun, peggy, kokwei and lionel.. went to PS for movie and geylang to meet my headman.. lols.. today watched "deathnote" at PS lorx.. seriously, it's a veri nice show to watch.. at first, i was falling asleep la, but wen i start to understan the story, it was great la.. hahas.. whoever haven watch it, faster go horx, dun miss it.. hahas.. after went to geylang lorx, weijun went to change his handphone battery, cos it was spoil jus after one day.. den kokwei and me went to meet ah cui lorx.. left there around 10.30pm bahs.. took 80 back to sengkang, went to da bao mac home for my dinner.. hahas.. tml going to sell DVDs, scary.. pray hard bahs.. lols.. saturday i am going to work at geylang lorong 10 (mesh), this one oso scary.. lols.. but nvm la, having fun is the most important thin in life.. hahas.. i must keep myself busy lorx, in order to stop thinking bout all those unhappy incidents huh..

With Respect ,
@ THREE EIGHT ²¹>

♥ Thursday, October 26, 2006
MY HEART IS BROKEN ! ! !
later going funeral at SK blk 207, luckily is near near onli, if not veri sians..
ydae gay-ed wif lionel, cos everybody went home without us.. so went to lionel's hse to slack for awhile first lorx, kok and derek dua us, knn.. 1.30am liddat went down to buy some tidbits and noodles to eat, and we veri gay la, slacked at 120 till 4am.. hahas.. coooool man.. seriously, my life is left with all moi best friends onli..

With Respect ,
@ THREE EIGHT ²¹>

♥ Wednesday, October 25, 2006
reached home around 9am tis morning.. went to geylang at 4.30am, meet ah cui slack lorx, den took a cab back sk, actuali was meetng kelvin at 8.30am, but i am too tired.. so kok and leong went to meet him lorx.. i am still veri tired.. jus woke up, hahas..

read all those msgS she sent me in the past.. hahas..
those were just lies huh.. why why why ? ?
i am numb.. drunk.. sour feeling..

With Respect ,
@ THREE EIGHT ²¹>

♥ Tuesday, October 24, 2006
i am sad.. it hurts.. what can i do now?
why are all these things happening to me?
have i done anything wrong to get all these?
i am down to HELL.. thanks to you !!!

finally you let go your hands.. i am childish, YES i am childish..
thanks to you for what i am now.. thanks loads huh..
you will never know how hurts it is.. cause i am the one getting hurt..
once again, thanks for hurting me.. thanks..

what are brothers for in life ? ? ?
thanks to you oso huh.. great !!!
anyway, you are a bloody mother fuxcker alright..
don't act as if you did nothing wrong okie..
friends no more !!! i am serious this time..

With Respect ,
@ THREE EIGHT ²¹>

♥ Saturday, October 21, 2006
hi everybody, todae i am not in the mood to post anythi nice up..
ydae went to my cousin wedding dinner, after tat meet her around 12 to chat.. but thins wasn't any better u see.. wat can i do more, seriously, i am lost..

childish? maybe i am bahs.. maybe we do not have the chance to talk for the coming month.. jus hope you will take good care of yourself huh..

going bedok later if i am not wrong.. tink having some sort of meeting or wat bahs.. sians.. actuali wana go for a movie de, but this meeting suddenly pop out, spoil everythi of our day.. say so much still have to go, aiya, dunno la.. yo ah yo !!!

With Respect ,
@ THREE EIGHT ²¹>

♥ Friday, October 20, 2006
i am back from school.. sians.. todae was the practical exam day.. reached school around 10.40am, cos have to wait at the holding room first before stepping into the room for exam.. hmm, dun tink i can pass la, cos i anyhow do everythi, no mood.. was tinking about loads of thins during the exam time, life kinda sucks huh.. exam ended at 1.30pm, 1hr 30mins, so long lorx the paper.. toopiid.. err, after tat jiu went canteen to have a drink, tink i saw her bahs, but not sure cos i was talking to PIGGIE JON.. hahas.. stayed in school till 2plus, cos wanted to settle somethi wif sec3 ppl, waste moi time, end up nxt wed den say.. sians.. later i am going to my cousin's wedding dinner.. hahas.. so exciting..

i am still waiting for your reply to my questions? actuali i tink those quests are simple for you to reply bahs.. onli a YES or NO.. easy ? i just see no point being tgt liao lorx.. since u like wan to break den be fast bahs.. it hurts more wen time grow longer..

With Respect ,
@ THREE EIGHT ²¹>

♥ Thursday, October 19, 2006
hahas.. i am back from PS.. watched "silk" at new CATHEY wif seang, kok, peggy and lionel.. the show was so boring la, and peggy insisted on watching it, waste my money .. lols.. actuali wana watch "world trade centre", but peggy and kok fault, wat "silk silk silk", toopiid show.. hahas.. after tat we went to SSC to play pool, waited for 1hr liddat for a table, toopiid hell.. but luckily saw bing cheng and xiao gerald there, so we join them for a game.. hahas.. came back to RP to have our dinner at "koufu".. after tat jiu go 120 slack again lorx, i slack awhile onli jiu come home liao, cos having a slight headache, toopiid la.. sians sians sians..

With Respect ,
@ THREE EIGHT ²¹>

hahas.. ydae not free to post, so todae den back to blogger lorx..
okiies, let mi say bout wat happened ydae first bahs.. went to RP to eat my lunch around 4plus wif lionel, den kok they all came to meet us.. hmmm, went to HP at nite cause we wanted to go KBOX, but too expensive, den weijun have to pay for 2 persons, so we went to serangoon there lorx.. went joo seng KTV point at BHCC.. the air con was so cold la, somemore we booked the large room.. lols.. funnie.. 5persons booked a room for 15persons.. hahas.. went home after tat lorx, reached home bout 12am lorx.. hahas...
todae ran out of sch again.. so sians la, after recess jiu off we go.. hahas.. later going to watch movie again.. but we cant decide the place, dunno to go harbourfront or new CATHEY.. hahas.. stress huh.. lols.. tml is O level science practical liao, scary lehs.. lols.. now waiting for them to prepare themselves.. they are so so so long la, toopiid.. nvm, i shall watch tv now first.. take care everybody.. bye.. yo ah yo !!!

With Respect ,
@ THREE EIGHT ²¹>

♥ Tuesday, October 17, 2006
hahas.. i am back from PLAZA SINGAPURA.. hahas.. went there wif peggy, kok, lionel and seang to watch movie.. before tat, we went to buy the tickets first the new cathey, the show starts at 7.30pm, and we bought it around 5.10pm, so we went to BK for dinner.. after tat, went to play pool at SSC lorx, cos still early and we have nothing to do.. hmmm, leave there bout 715pm, rushed our way back to new cathey, luckily the time is jus nice.. still can buy snack and drinks in.. never missed any past of the show.. oh ya, talk for so long, haven say we watch which show huh, hahas.. we watched Rob-B-Hood, damn funnie la.. if anyone haven watch it, faster go, realie a nice show.. hahas.. laughed all the way lorx, buay tahan.. the show ended at 9.50pm, after tat we jiu take train come back le.. hees.. hmmm, maybe going to slack later on, cos tml no sch again.. but i scare i fall asleep, cos we are going to meet around 12am liddat.. hahas.. take care everyone.. nites..

take goodie care of yourself huh !!!

With Respect ,
@ THREE EIGHT ²¹>

hahas.. ydae nite around 11pm, went to hougang plaza wif lionel for pool.. hahas.. funnie la, we suddenly have the kick.. hahas.. seang meet us there around 11.20pm liddat.. so the three of us like gays lorx, play pool and laughing all the way.. siao ppl.. hahas.. played till around 1am, cos the shop going to close liao, so bo bian have to leave.. waited for kok to come meet us tgt go back sengkang.. den kok rode his bicycle and the three of us walked all the way back.. went "vari nice" for supper before going back 120 to find peggy and quency.. around 3 plus, kok suddenly say wan to drink, so seang went to buy lorx.. we bought a total of seven bottles.. i drank about three bottles liddat, cooool la... kok drank abit jiu siao siao liao.. lols.. later we are going to watch movie, at PS i tink, still not confirm bout the venue.. but i am like the onli one waking up first la, sians lorx, have to wait for them.. shit de leis.. hahas.. actuali meeting her todae, but she dun seems to be replying my msg, so be it lorx.. okiies everyone, take care huh.. i will be back to post wen i am back bahs.. bye.. yo ah yo !!!

With Respect ,
@ THREE EIGHT ²¹>

♥ Monday, October 16, 2006
hello.. first of all, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MIN SONG.. hahas.. 18 yrs old liao huh..
ydae bbq was alright la, quite fun.. play mahjong, sing songs and play pool.. having loads of craps wif moi peeps, they are cooool.. hahas... ton overnight till todae morning 6am liddat. took a cab home wif min song, kok and kiat.. reached home, bath liao jiu fall asllep till now. hahas.. pig huh.. hees.. actuali todae have to go "liew keng" de, but i play pattern la.. hahas.. too tired liao, so cannot blame mi horx jovian.. hahas.. anyway, dun feel like going to sch tml, cos having english mock exam, is sians dao kp la.. yo ah yo !!!

giving up? letting go? fuxcking off?

With Respect ,
@ THREE EIGHT ²¹>

♥ Sunday, October 15, 2006
wow, finalli home... hahas.. woke up around 6am todae for lion dance.. took a cab to woodlands there to meet the others.. finished at bout 10am bahs, not too sure, nv check the time.. hahas.. after took a cab back wif kiat and kok lorx.. feel like sleeping, but i scare i will overslept later, cos meeting min song they all around 2pm at hougang green there.. so wat shld i do now.. hahas.. sians la.. tink gonna ton todae bahs, cos song is bringin tents and sleeping bags later.. i will be bringing mahjong set and cards, gambling den.. hahas..

how i wish tat everythi were like before.. we shared happy, sad and joyful times together.. but things become different now, i dun wan.. i wan us to be like the past.. can ?

With Respect ,
@ THREE EIGHT ²¹>

♥ Saturday, October 14, 2006
i am back from lion dance.. hahas.. tired liao, dunno why, jus for awhile jiu tired liao, so weak la.. hahas.. hmmm, jus now lion dance was alright la, having fun, craps and rubbishs all the way.. later tink i will be going down to 120 to slack for awhile bahs, cos still so early, i dun wan to fall asleep so early.. tml having BBQ at pasir ris park ( minsong b'dae ).. so we celebrate for him lorx.. a bbq, buffet and drinks.. hahas.. gonna have loads of fun tml..

haiis.. you are breaking my heart into pieces.. mind i ask, are you happy?
bitter and sour feelings suck to hell okiies.. you wan to have a taste of it?
a msg or call wont take up loads of your time.. i have feelings to0 huh..

With Respect ,
@ THREE EIGHT ²¹>

♥ Friday, October 13, 2006
hahas.. i am back from 120 liao.. went down after "feng shen ban" end.. hahas.. den came back home around 8plus to have my dinner, den go down again.. sians lorx.. peggy, derek, jovian, lionel and kokwei were there slacking wif mi, talk rubbish again la.. hahas.. anyway, kokwei, dun be sad la, i know u can get a new gf soon de, as u say it oso rite.. hahas.. best wishes horx..

seriously.. To me, u have changed alot alot alot.. i dunno what is the reasons behind everything la.. maybe is i treat you badly or what bahs.. haiis.. the decsion lies on you.. everything is beyond my control.. just to add on, i am serious about this R/S., unless you dun bahs...

With Respect ,
@ THREE EIGHT ²¹>

back from school.. sians la.. school wasn't nice so ran out of it after 12.30pm.. actuali i oso dunno why i run la, cos 45mins more jiu end lesson liao, yet we still run.. hahas.. if kana caught jiu realie damn suay liao lorx.. but luckily never la.. hahas..
nowhere to go later.. rotting at home now.. WTH is wif life huh.. hahas.. feel like going geylang meet 'ar cui', but lazy.. hahas.. i tink rotting at home is nicer bahs.. lols... nothin much happened in school todae la.. fuxking hope tat O level faster come la, dun waste my time doin nothin.. lols.. tml i am going to run out of sch around 10.30am liddat, cos i am going lion dance.. hahas.. lion dance is nicer than staying in school lorx.. take care huh everyone.. i will be fine no matter wat de la, so friends relax la.. hahas... yo ah yo !!!

With Respect ,
@ THREE EIGHT ²¹>

♥ Thursday, October 12, 2006
ydae was not in the mood to post, cause somethi realie make my blood boils...
we nearly break up ydae.. knn.. shit la horx, lame excuses.. i am old enough to tink,i am not a 3 years old boii.. now den i know tat i nv call u or sms u, u wouldn't call mi, cause u tink it's unfair to u whenever u call mi.. fuxck u in your bloody mind la.. i have been showering u wif my loves, care and concern, but wen did u ever treat mi back liddat.. NO, u never, never.. u say u are sick with everything now, so wat can i do? as i say, if i am disturbing to you, i can leave, i dun mind leaving you, as long as so called distress urself.. whatever u said ydae were like jus asking mi to break wif u, so i did ask u.. ur replied was jus saying tat i am taking thins too lightly, and i have never mention the word break in the past wen we were quarrelling.. ya, i know it.. but u are showing out tat u wan a break wat, so wat more can i do huh? tell mi la..
SERIOUSLY, IF I AM REALLY DISTURBING YOU FROM YOUR LIFE AND STUDIES, I CAN LEAVE.. I DON'T MIND LEAVING.. BUT REMEMBER, ONCE I LEAVE, I WON'T BE BACK ANYMORE, I HAD ENOUGH OF EVERYTHING TOO, NOT ONLY YOU...
u are a human, so i am oso, u have feelings, i have it too okiies.. have u ever realie care for mi b4, onli u know it urself.. do you realie love me? tis question is crossing my mind everytime, u know ma.. i am jus like a fool again.. fuxcking foolish boy huh...
excuse my language.. I CAN FUCK OFF ANYTIME YOU WANT ME TO..

school sucks to the HELL.. i hate school.. so i ran out todae again..
after recess, kok, boxue and lieyao together with me, we ran out of school la.. den i came home lorx, cos nothin to do outside oso.. sians dao.................. actuali was meeting her later, but i dun tink tat we going to meet huh? i can only say, take care...

With Respect ,
@ THREE EIGHT ²¹>

♥ Tuesday, October 10, 2006
wow, todae i slept in sch for the whole day except the first 2 periods, cause 4D not good to sleep.. hahas.. actuali i nv go up de, cos i am alreadi sleeping wen mr chan came.. but they wake mi up, toopiid leis... after tat came down from his leesons jiu sleep dao recess. after recess jiu sleep till after sch.. pro.. hahas.. i am still tired, but i am forcing myself not to sleep, if not in the night i sure cannot sleep de.. hahas.. i am waiting for my fav show, 5.20pm start. and still so early.. lols..

oh yessss!!! wat a nice one.. i am like a big piece of glass now.. cant u see mi? shit it..

With Respect ,
@ THREE EIGHT ²¹>

♥ Monday, October 09, 2006
hahas.. i am back from lion dance.. so tired la.. from ydae 12noon till now, i haven sleep yet.. haiis.. eyes swollen liao la, fuxck it man.. lols... min song came to meet mi around 1.30am at 120, den we will there waiting for kokwei and lionel to come down.. lionel came down at 2plus and kok came at around 4am bahs.. went for a light breakfast at RP, after tat jiu take bus go lion dance liao.. so early la.. and the weather is so hot todae lorx, like falling sick soon.. shit it... okiies la, shall stop liao lerx, cos i am too tired to continue.. hahas.. going to have a good sleep till tml morning den wake up for sch.. sianded to hell.. hahas... take care everybody, cause the PSI is realie high nowadays..

hei hei, no MSGs again.. WTH is happening lehs..

With Respect ,
@ THREE EIGHT ²¹>

♥ Sunday, October 08, 2006
i am TIRED la... went lion dance from 12.30pm till 6pm.. den went potong pasir for billard till 10.45pm.. cooool man.. actuali comin back home straight after the lion dance thin is the best choice, but we decided to go potong pasir.. lols...

tml going lion dance at 8.30am.. dunnno gonna till wat time liao.. so i decided not to sleep later, bo bian, have to ton liao.. if not tml i sure cannot wake up on time de lorx.. shit de leis.. gonna be veri veri veri tired after tml thin.. monday have to go sch oso, fuxck up life la...

no MSGs from her from ydae till now.. dunno wat is she doing la.. but nebermind, i oso no time to reply her.. coooool... life sucks huh....

With Respect ,
@ THREE EIGHT ²¹>

♥ Saturday, October 07, 2006
hello everyone.. todae so tired la.. hahas actuali helping "yun yang" chushi de, but end up they onli need 5 ppl, so i ask my ginnas' all go tiong baru there to help another sai guan.. toopiid can.. but good oso la, no harm going there, cos veri slack.. hahas... went back to hougang green to have our dinner at bout 9pm, the lorry we sit was so pack la, cos we put one dragon and 18 persons behind, hahas.. power rite.. lols.. but on the way back, jokes and craps are enough for us to forget everythi.. hahas..... tml going to help another sai guan chushi again, sunday oso, gonna be so tired alright.. hahas.. but it is fun overall.. lols...

With Respect ,
@ THREE EIGHT ²¹>

♥ Friday, October 06, 2006
hahas.. i am back... ran away from sch at 12.05pm.. cos too sians liao.. and i am going out oso.. stay at home, i will rot to death.. hahas..
going geylang meet someone.. lols.. i dunno why i am going sch lehs, i go there onli know how to sleep sleep sleep.. oh ya, and slack, talk, disturb ppl.. lols...
okiies, shall be back to post in the night again... take care everyone..

sometimes, u make me love you so much, yet at times, you can oso make me hate you.. lols..

With Respect ,
@ THREE EIGHT ²¹>

♥ Thursday, October 05, 2006
sians.. life is getting boring...
wat we should do in life?
are friends realie worth tat good?
fuck you if u tink i am serious..

oh yesssss.. i tink my ah ma treat me as a loanshark liao... ask mi to take back the money tat person own my ah gong.. hahas... and he say somethi to my father, and make him leave the hse straight away.. damn funnie...
and she is nagging nagging now.. she say she wan to go home nxt week.. oh man, please make it fast.. hahas.. cos i cannot tahan the noise she make liao.. toopiid lehs... hahas...

With Respect ,
@ THREE EIGHT ²¹>

♥ Wednesday, October 04, 2006
hahas.. back from 120.. jus now went to sch for night study, but nv study dao, cos i nv bring TYS.. lols.. so went there to crap lorx.. disturb other ppl from studying, lols.. i am so nice..
after went to 120 to meet weijun, peggy mei and moi baobeii quency mei.. lols.. went there wif guowei and kokwei.. craps there oso, fang zheng i have loads to crap around.. lols..

dear is sweet can...
eat sweets, drink cold water, my trademark.. hahas..

YES, he dun need to go in.. so i can get to see him everyday again..
it is good, u know.. cos BROTHERS forever.. hahas.. lame-ing again...

With Respect ,
@ THREE EIGHT ²¹>

ydae came home about 11.40pm, so tired ydae, came home bath jiu sleep lerx...
hmmm, morning woke up 6.40am, cos my ah ma keep shouting shouting, knn, like nv shout before, ccb... luckily she is my ah ma, if not i have already gif her a slap in her face..

went to HSA wif kok jus now, cos he need to pay his smoking fine.. after tat, we walked all the way to chinatown, sub court.. for awhile onli, den went back liao... sians...
later maybe i going back sch for night study, maybe onli.. hahas.. depends on my modd bahs.. lols..

With Respect ,
@ THREE EIGHT ²¹>

♥ Tuesday, October 03, 2006
i am back to blogger.. had not been posting cos too late reach home den too tired liao.. hahas...
saturday lion dance till 2.30am, damn tired lorx, and fuxcking long... ccb... waste moi time.. but bo bian la, i promise to help out in the first place.. sunday went for lion dance oso, and it is in the morning, and i onli had 5hours of rest.. tooppid man... cos the lion dance was at 9.30am, damn early la... after tat, went to potong pasir at around 7pm, cos our lion dance finished at 6pm.. win bout $10 for number balls, hahas.. jackson is so coooool man.. lols...

going amk temple to help out later... and it is ' liu keng ' la, confirm till 10plus again de.. sians..
so tired but we promised to help them oso.. too mani friends liao la.. lols...

With Respect ,
@ THREE EIGHT ²¹>

♥ Sunday, October 01, 2006
wake up so late.. gonna prepare to go out soon.. better dun rain horx, it will spoil my day..
going lion dance later, tink gonna go till veri late bahs, still not sure bout the time yet, so sians la.. but bo bian i promise to help my friends liao, and my ginnas are all going, as they oso nv go for out lion veri long, so tis time let them play play abit bahs.. hahas... i am a nice man, okiies...
dunnno wana have my lunch anot leis, cos i scare i will be late later.. i have to reach YCK station by 1.45pm to wait for my ginnas and the lorry will be there to fetch.. hahas..
okiies bahs, will be back to post wen i am back bahs..

With Respect ,
@ THREE EIGHT ²¹>

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