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DOUBLE TWO SINGLE SIX !
. Rigorous & Righteousness

♥ Friday, March 30, 2007
i tink dear was unhappy with me cause i didn't sms her the whole day bahs.. but wo bu shi gu yi de lorx.. hope she understands bahs.. hees..
anyway, quite many things happened today la.. was sleeping till 3plus, suddenly many of my ginnas called me, cause one of them kana whack by a malaysian i tink.. so jumped out of my bed, chiong all the way to the toilet, bathe everything.. but i had my lunch before i went out cause too hungry to walk, hahas.. waited for kok and peter cab to fetch me at my hse there, cause they on the way there too.. the first thing i do when i reach there was to ask that fuxcker to go upstairs for some nice talk la, but end up, haven even talk, i punched him straight on his toopiid face la.. so all of them chased him around to hammer him, funny.. felt bad after that, but bo bian, i was mad before i can think, so sorry la.. lols.. went to CP walk walk, cause nothing to do, thinking of where to go lorx.. so we decided to go back my hse there to slack for awhile before thinking of some places better.. took a bus back, wanted to meet lionel, nono, is we already waiting for him to come down, suddenly, he never picked up our calls or wat la, damn idiot.. MIA king, ccb.. botak called me to help him find a girl, cause i tink his sister kana tio or wat la, so called here and there to find that bloody girl lorx.. around 7pm, min song, yi en and derek came to meet us, cause we thought of going KTV, but we can't find lionel, so everybody came down to sk la, he damn big huh.. knn.. went around the estate to look for him, no vain, cb, tired.. after that, peter and min song went back home lorx.. so left kok, yi en, derek and me.. went hougang plaza to play pool till 11plus.. after that went down to eat my dinner la, it's late i know.. lols.. went to punggol park to look for lionel, see whether he there anot, cause he like to hide around dark area where ppl can't find him, but still can't find him la, he is missing.. waited for seang to come down punggol park lorx, walked back to rivervale plaza, bought cig(oxygen) lols.. went around to find him again.. and he sent derek dunno what fuxcking msgs la, say he wana kill himself, die all these, damn lame can.. what he wan man, damn toopiid doing this kind of thing for a girl, nono, for a chao ah lian. lols.. still can't find him, so we went to find a place to settle down, damn tired.. chatted loads and loads of things la, share some guys experience we had all these.. having fun till we forgot about our missing lionel, lols.. funny rite.. i tink the time was around 2plus am bahs.. and we sitted all the way till now, i just reached home for not long.. funny.. crapping all the way la.. and i found out something that will cause a life, can't say out, someone i think will do thing flying without wings down the building.. hahas.. end of today.. cooooool rite.. our lionel is damn childish to play this kind of game with us..

seriously, lionel, if you happen to see this, reflect everything yourself okiies.. is it that worth it for that girl ? you lead a good life which many of us envy, so dun think that heaven is unfair to you, is you treating yourself unfair can.. think of yourself, many of us worrying for you, yet you dun even care.. what the hell we own you ? ccb.. dulan la knn.. better think of everything, the ppl around you before you start to do anything.. dun put the blame on others, they never do anything to harm you.. none of us want to see you crying like nobody business everyday huh.. cheer up man, you have us all the way..

With Respect ,
@ THREE EIGHT ²¹>

♥ Monday, March 26, 2007
quite alot of things i wana tell dear la.. but didn't get the chance to meet her this few days.. lols.. anyway, my dad knows everything about me liao lorx.. know which gang i am in, know that i smoke, know that i hang out with who always.. funny thing is, he never say anything.. he only want me to quit my side then join his side, cause my whole family all AST ppl la, funny, jokes, and i dun think i will quit la, i am fine with my brothers, lols.. now at lionel's hse, rotting, so came up to blogger, at least doing posting, i wont be that sians.. waiting for the dawn to come, cause we going to chinatown, court, for my beloved gan di (yaohua) and gan ge(heng) court session.. alright, shall stop here.. take care everyone.. oh ya, later in the afternoon, going chalet, a long time since i last went chalet..

hope everything will be fine bahs dear..
i love you no matter what.. muacks...

With Respect ,
@ THREE EIGHT ²¹>

♥ Saturday, March 24, 2007
just finish reading dear blog.. i was reading it with a very stress mind and feeling.. i got a strong bad feeling that something but i don't know what thing it is going to happen, just something bad.. the way dear treat her mum, tink sooner or later, world war 3 gonna begin bahs.. i don't wish to see that happen, it is not going to affect me onli, and i know dear will be going to suffer like hell.. i can understand how she feels, i can feel the pain and anger in her, but i can't do anything to help her, i felt so useless for the first time.. i know i must do something to help dear, but what can i do ? call her mother and talk rights with her, tink i will do it when i am mad maybe.. i can't think of anything to help dear la.. my heart were so sweet just now when i read dear's blog, the posting of -my boii to rely on -> zi jian- melted my heart so much can.. for that very moment, how i wish dear was just beside me, how i wish i was hugging her and tell her how much i love her, and how i wish i can tell her how much i need her in life.. feeling so vexed and sad.. but i still can't do anything to stop all these from happening.. dear mother never disapprove us being together, neither my parent did, so it should be a great thing to celebrate, but somehow freedom faults always.. i don't wish and i don't want to see dear cry infront of me again, it is like so saddening can, and i can't even do anything at that moment.. am i that useless ??? am i really that useless ??? can't even help my dear.. but dear, remember one thing as i promised you before.. no matter what happen in the future, i will always be there for you whenever you need me.. and we promised each other to stand strong and overcome anything, tides and waves are not going to stand over us, we are one, a special one.. all i can say is my life is all yours, handle it with care and love, i know you will.. loving you and having you in my life is just so blessing and sweet.. so no matter what, i am not going to let you out of my life again..

dear, you are the only one in my life..
can't live if living is without you girl..

With Respect ,
@ THREE EIGHT ²¹>

♥ Friday, March 23, 2007
meet the parent session is over..
hahas, i met up with dear mother just now le.. they went to have dinner at vari nice, and meanwhile, chatted over there lorx.. dear mum was nice la, but then she just can't believed the thins we said, lols.. and i was like so scare la, but, for the sake of dear, bo bian lorx.. chatted for one and a half hour over there, talked about so many thins lorx, and after today, whatever dear do any wrong thin, it'll be my fault, so dear, RELAX huh.. hahas.. compared to my own mother, dear mum was much more caring la, she treat dear like a treasure liddat lorx, and my mum only treat me like a trash bahs, hahas, useless bum in her heart.. lols.. so now, dear mother approve us being together liao la, so nice.. i can't imagine it to happen so fast, so cool... oh ya, my dad invite her to his birthday dinner i tink, can't wait to tell dear this.. my dad wana have steamboat at home, but mum say she rather we eat outside, cause she dun need to wash up the whole place after that, lols.. funny..

i love my dear so much..
you will never know how much it is..
cause i dun even know it myself, lols..

With Respect ,
@ THREE EIGHT ²¹>

STOMP THE YARD ! ! !
nice movie that dear and me watched yesterday at PS.. actuali wanted to watch at vivo de but the timing like wrong liddat lehs, all the show starts around 9pm.. it's a nice movie la, seriously nice.. LOL.. after movie, went to wait for cab outside PS the roadside there, and we met a veri CUTE woman standing behind us.. she damn wat lorx, i buay tahan her, so make fun of her.. the english she speak is damn deep la, intestines twisted, i remembered this, lols.. she is like a angmoh-potato.. and she actuali said that singaporeans lack sense of humour, when there are actuali 2 singaporeans standing infront of her, lols.. told dear to scold her, but in the end, she keep laugh laugh laugh lorx, i also dunno why... hahas.. after that send dear to bishan, cause she went there to meet her mum, and i went to hougang green to meet my friends up.. drank about 3bottles of beer at HG, after there jiu went thomson play lan lorx, sians dao kp, but they insisted that i must go.. lols... loads of happening jokes yesterday with dear la, and lots more with my friends at thomson.. funny...

i miss my dear damn much la.. if she stays at my hse bu shi hao.. LOL..

With Respect ,
@ THREE EIGHT ²¹>

♥ Wednesday, March 21, 2007
TODAY IS A SPECIAL DAY !!!
never get the chance to celebrate with her la, but nvm lorx.. hahas.. somemore, i also not free for the whole day ma, so came back from work.. quite tired liao la.. later going to my dad temple to help out also, beside houhang plaza that one, damn big la.. lols.. so sians sia, dunno who is willing to accompany me there la, still waiting for their answer, if they dun wan to go, it will be a very saddening case for me.. hahas..

With Respect ,
@ THREE EIGHT ²¹>

♥ Monday, March 19, 2007
I MISS AKINA SHIMADA LOTS LA..
IT'S KILLING ME CAN, ARGHHHH..
can't sleep now, stuffs are running over all my mind..
can't focus on getting to the sleeping god la.. so dun tink can sleep already lorx.. cause, an hour more, i will be going to work, this time round, can't be late again, cause peter's confirm scold me till si bei jialat de.. i made him wait for me that time for nearly one hour la.. hahas, funny...
when then can get to see you lehs dear ? miss you so much !!!

With Respect ,
@ THREE EIGHT ²¹>

♥ Saturday, March 17, 2007
i miss my dear damn lots la..
i miss her smile, face, everything...
so it is her fault making me miss her..

here some pics of thomson bros !!!

and here's some new pics i took.. lols.

chuanlong and jackson

With Respect ,
@ THREE EIGHT ²¹>

♥ Tuesday, March 13, 2007
yesterday was a fine one for me.. went for lion dance in the morning at hougang, near holy pri there.. cai qing, liew keng, took about 4 hours before the whole thins ended smoothly.. after that went to amk st32 there for breakfast, lunch and dinner with all of my sai guan ppl lorx.. around 5plus, dear msg-ed me said that she wana meet for a movie at J8, cause she was with her mother at bishan.. so i took a cab back home with min song and lin song, bathed, prepared, left home around 7pm, cause i meeting dear 8pm at J8.. watched 9.15pm show, musics and lyrics, what a nice and romantic movie la, funny also.. lols.. the songs they sang in the movie was damn nice and touching la, so cooooool... hahahas..

MEET THE PARENT SESSION FOR ME ! ! !
dear arranged this week for me to meet up with her mother for dinner i tink.. ydae she told her mum that we are together, and her mother like didn't say anything lorx, approved !!! hahas.. actuali yeasterday jiu yao meet her liao le, but i am not prepared and my hairstyle and color cannot make it la.. so some kind of postpone it lorx.. i never imagine that dear's mum will ask me go supper with them, scary la.. but i am damn excited and over-joyed.. i'm looking forward that day when i am going to meet her mother.. LOL..

dear, you make me smile just like what you always do..
i just simply wan to spend my life with you .. muacks..

With Respect ,
@ THREE EIGHT ²¹>

♥ Thursday, March 08, 2007
had a bad night yesterday, couldn't get to sleep till around 4plus i think.. was missing my beloved darling`akina shimada..
was thinking of dear the whole long night la, i'm missing her so much can, quite a number of days never get the chance to meet her.. once i close my eyes, she will be like always appearing in front of me la, so can't get to sleep lorx.. was thinking back the past when we went out together all these and that, funny la, the jokes we cracked together always.. i changed for dear la, and she felt it too, maybe in the past, i really never gave her what she wants and need bahs, so this time round, hahas, she's not gonna leave me again, cause i'm holding on her even more tightly, there will be endless care and concern from me to you dear.. endless supply of my love too.. hahas.. i just simply love you dear, you're my everything from that very day.. muacks... nothing gonna change my love for you..

you gave me strength when i was weak..
you were my mouth when i couldn't speak..
you were my eyes when i couldn't see..
you lifted me up when i couldn't reach..
you gave me faith cause you believed..
i will never ever gonna let you go again..
i love you my dear, forever together !!!

With Respect ,
@ THREE EIGHT ²¹>

♥ Tuesday, March 06, 2007
actuali today morning meeting dear out de, but ended up, going out with lionel and kok lorx.. around 1plus, went to collect my ring at PS, cause i sent it for repair, funny rite.. lols.. after that, jiu went to SSC play pool la, lols, quite fun.. went to AMK around 5plus to cut and re-dye my hair colour.. stayed at AMK till now lorx, jus reached home not long onli.. hahahas.. drank at the coffeeshop near long-hua hse, took a cab back.. lols..

dear, i am really missing you alot la.. i know that we will not be going to see each other for some time liao lorx.. but i will always miss you hard de.. muacks.. you're just everything in my life.. i can't live without, so dun think of leaving me again, cause i'm gonna hold you tight this time round.. not gonna let you go again.. muacks.. i love you and i miss you like hell la.. how i wish to hug you right now.. i miss you badly dear..

With Respect ,
@ THREE EIGHT ²¹>

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