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DOUBLE TWO SINGLE SIX !
. Rigorous & Righteousness

♥ Monday, April 30, 2007
it's kinda funny to post at this time, like so late, nono, is so early in the morning.. just finished watching DREAMGIRLS, a nice movie.. for me, i think this movie is great, ya, great.. back to the point, i found out what i need, what i really need.. true, something really missing in my life, i found it out.. ya, her love.. i need her love.. this is what i have been lacking of for these few weeks.. i don't need anything in return, but just your love.. alright everybody, i'm off to dream, early night.. lol.. take care.. will be back to post again later..

With Respect ,
@ THREE EIGHT ²¹>

I'M IN NO MOOD TO POST TODAY..
SOMETHING GOES WRONG..
I NEED SOMETHING I KNOW..
KAOS.. ARGHHHH......

With Respect ,
@ THREE EIGHT ²¹>

♥ Sunday, April 29, 2007

yupp, this the photo i took yesterday.. hahas, quite ugly i know.. thanks.. lols.. oh ya, shall not talk about what happened yesterday and today, cause it'll be like a long long story, i'm tired to post.. hahas.. take care everybody..

With Respect ,
@ THREE EIGHT ²¹>

♥ Friday, April 27, 2007
today woke up around 6.15pm.. i also dunno how i sleep for so long la, all i know is i am sleeping soundly.. hahas.. so many people called me, i also dunno siia, cooool.. sleeping and rotting are part of my life now, damn... everyday rot, sleep and slack.. sians la.. i wonder what time will i be sleeping tonight or maybe tomorrow morning.. lols..

With Respect ,
@ THREE EIGHT ²¹>

♥ Thursday, April 26, 2007
basically, today went bugid with peter and lionel lorx.. hmmm, i woke up around 1plus i tink, thanks to PETERYEOCHIMYIM, all thanks to him.. actualli i was thinking of playing MIA with them de, cause i really very tired.. who knows, he's clever to call my house, somemore ask my mother to wake me up, damnit man.. and he is in good term with my dad and mum, kaos, worst thing lorx.. yupp, when i am fully awake, they left without me, and peter asked me to go bugis myself to meet them, what a nice bro i have right.. nevermind, so i LL lorx, go by myself, i also feel sians at home ma, so treat it as an outing lorx.. hahas.. ya, took train to little india den walked alone to bugis pool fusion to find them, they were playing pool by the time i reached, PS again.. i also dun feel like playing la, so blur can, i'm still tired at that time.. after that, we went to the nearby coffeeshop to have our lunch, i tink i ate some sort like curry rice lorx, lionel ordered the same as me, and peter i tink is beef hor fun bahs, not too sure, STM.. lols.. after eating, i took out a cigg to smoke at the coffeeshop la, and we were not at the smoking area, peter la, acted smart said anywhere of the coffeeshop also can smoke de la, cause i wanted to find a table at the smoking area, he said nevermind de la, can smoke anywhere de.. ccb, who knows, once my cigg was lighted up, the kopi-kiia came towards me and chase me of the coffeeshop, damn siia.. thanks to peter, and he claimed himself as Joxef, my ex boss.. lols.. went to bugis village to look for the school bag he wanted to buy lorx, shopping day, but in fact is his shopping day, we were just extra accompaning him.. coool right.. bought the bag he wanted, but before he pay the money right, he bargain with the shopkeeper, funny, like aunty liddat, always bargain till ppl buay tahan him.. lols.. since the time was still early, lionel came out with the idea of watching movie, and we agreed la, cause too sians liao.. went to see the timing, oh ya, we wanted to watch wild hogs i tink.. but the timing like kind of late la, cause i have something on in the night, so we went shopping.. suddenly, my kick come lorx, all along the way like mad person liddat, make them both very paiseh, i just can't control myself la, too bad.. hahas.. crapped along the way till i am tired liao, so i asked them go back SK slack lorx, at least i can rest there.. hahas.. took bus80 back SK, went to buy bubble tea, hahas.. i ordered peach ice-blended i tink, peter ordered chocs ice-blended, and lionel is blu coral ice-blended.. hahas.. funny thing part comes, the chocs ice spilled on peter shirt, hahas, funny siia.. at first he still dunno lorx, until lionel found out and told him.. hahas.. PETER SONG BO !!!! hahas.. retribution for saying go out with me is a disgrace, damn.. lols.. slacked slacked slacked.. until 6plus, peter and lionel went home and i went down bishan to meet my friends for some temple things, they asked me to help out.. and ya, tired overall.. hahas.. reached home about 1.30am lorx, bathed all these and that.. now sitting down on my comp chair, nothin to do, so post lorx.. yeah, thats my day.. nites..

dear, do you miss me ? hahas..
all i'm asking you is dun write me off just yet..

With Respect ,
@ THREE EIGHT ²¹>

♥ Wednesday, April 25, 2007
WAY BACK INTO LOVE !!!
DON'T WRITE ME OFF JUST YET !!!
yessssss, i found these 2 songs that i wanted it long time ago.. these 2 songs are from music and lyrics the movie.. hahas.. i still remembered i watched this movie with dear at J8, a kumpong place.. hahas.. the movie, overall, excellent.. back to the point, i just miss my dear so much la, 3weeks never get to see her is like 3years huh.. just hope to see her soon.. oh ya, i'm boreddd..

With Respect ,
@ THREE EIGHT ²¹>

♥ Monday, April 23, 2007
hello everybody.. basically did nothing today except slacking.. lols.. woke up around 4pm today, kinda late right.. cause yesterday night went to chiong at sultan ma.. actualli not counted as chiong-ing la, consider as gang fight maybe, lol... chiong until 2.30am liddat.. took a cab back to hougang for some meeting.. damn tired.. hahas.. okiies, as for today, slacked with peter and lionel at 120 lorx.. and lionel bought the same slipper that i am wearing now, peter also, damn dulan, copycats... lols.. slacked slacked slacked.. till 9plus i tink.. came back home to watch ONG BAK.. hahas.. bye !!!

With Respect ,
@ THREE EIGHT ²¹>

♥ Saturday, April 21, 2007
first of all, happy anniversary dear.. never got to meet you today but let's meet out soon okiies.. i miss you damn much lorx.. can't wait for the day when we are meeting up again.. muacks.. and horx, better take good care of your health okiie.. remember your boyfriend will be supporting you all the way.. hahas.. iloveyou..

i'm back home, home sweet home.. hahas.. sound like i have not been at home for very long liddat.. hahas.. but i miss my bed so much.. lols.. today afternoon went to hougang plaza lorx, meeting peter, derek, masam, yien and minsong there.. they playing pool then i walked around finding people to play with me la.. after that, went to play billard with peter and minsong lorx, both of them start off the game without me, damnit.. so i waited for them to finish lorx, they took quite long to finish the balls la, lousy.. hahas.. minsong paid $5.10 for the game, cause he lost.. and it's my turn to play, finally.. hahas.. played with peter first, cause winner in loser out.. and guess how much points did i win ? i tink i won about 46points la, funny.. den minsong came to play with me too, and i trashed him like nobody business, 52points.. after the 2games, both of them dun wan to play with me liao, sian-ed.. luckily, got a malay guy came to play with me.. he's kinda pro la, but i am better, lol.. seriously, his billard skills is really far away from me can.. trashed him like playing games with small kid liddat.. i wondered how he got his PRO* nick from.. hahas.. maybe some blind people gave him that nick bahs.. lols.. went for dinner downstair around 8.50pm liddat lorx, cause waiting her and there, delayed the time.. went back hougang plaza again after that.. meet up with yien and masam friends, 2 of them.. played CS.. hahas.. kpkb all the way la, it's really exciting alright, damn long never play liao lorx, fun... left plaza at 11.15pm.. went to peter house lorx, cause they wanted to have mahjong session, and my hands also itchy la, so went to play also lorx.. i really cannot imagine that i am playing mahjong so late la, and late is not the main point, somemore we played outside the lift there, damn man.. i was thinking that if somehow the police come, sure kana lockup de lorx.. hahas.. won $23 after the whole game, hahas.. quite lucky today.. walked back home with lionel, chatted along the way la, funny jokes.. lols.. a 20 mins walk home.. cooool..

With Respect ,
@ THREE EIGHT ²¹>

♥ Friday, April 20, 2007
never do posting yesterday because i was not at home for the whole.. afternoon met up with seang, alvin and yien at plaza to play pool.. after that when we will eating downstair, peter came.. stayed at plaza for quite long, about 4hours, if i'm not wrong.. waited for monkey they all to come la, tink they came around 6pm.. left plaza at 7.30pm, took a cab to bedok with monkey they all lorx, altogether 3cabs.. hahas.. cause we have to rush over there, got songkar, hahas.. toopiid de la, kelvin kept calling so bo bian lorx.. spider siia.. somemore the songkar at bishan, still ask us to go bedok, damnit.. lols.. but quite nice la, got the big big coach to fetch us there, funny, like outing liddat.. yes, outing, paiikiia outing.. lols.. reached hougang green around 10.30pm, started drinking then, hahas.. slacked all the way till 3am with botak, eugene, vincent and jonathan.. hahas.. cab home, tired, slept around 4am i tink.. hahas..

today damn sians lorx, rotted at home for dunno how many hours la, sians dao siao.... after that went tampines alone..my sis fone at the nokia care centre ma, and the collection date today, so went to take lorx, never ask anybody to accompany me because i feel like being alone lorx.. kinda sians la, but going out alone is quite nice also.. hahas.. came back home after that, waited for my mother to come back, cause she buying dinner for us.. went back to meet shao nan lorx, tink he too sians liao la, till sms me all these, so meet him out for awhile.. walked the pasar malam with him, hahas.. bought something to chew along the way.. 9.45pm home sweet home.. hahas.. thats my day, sians right.. borrrrrrrrring..........

With Respect ,
@ THREE EIGHT ²¹>

♥ Wednesday, April 18, 2007
yesterday was a bad day for me la, damnit.. afternoon that time went to hougang green to meet up woth minsong and weijie lorx.. minsong taking injection at the clinic there ma.. after that took 27 to tampines lorx, went there for a walk la, and i took my sis fone to Nokia care ma.. oh ya, back to the point, think yesterday i kana food poisoning or wat bahs.. damn jialat.. took a cab home around 7plus, cause really buay tahan la, damn man, somemore after that reached home, jiu have fever liao.. yesterday can't really sleep well lorx, wanted to online but no energy to move around, jialat.. luckily today quite alright already lorx, but liver pain now.. my mummy said if really cannot stand it jiu go hospital liao lorx.. sians.. hope i will be fine man, dun wish to visit doctor..

With Respect ,
@ THREE EIGHT ²¹>

♥ Tuesday, April 17, 2007
changed of blogskin again, cause the one i used too simple la, don't really like it.. this new one kinda GAY la, but nice nice.. hahas.. okiie everyone, today just so sians can, nowhere to go, rotting at home.. maybe going tampines for a walk with minsong and weijie later on bahs, not confirm yet.. design a polo-tee of our own yesterday during work, we wanted that for quite long, so maybe going to order it lorx, at tampines or beach road.. many of my friends start school liao le, left me huh, hahas.. Genius don't study !!! lols.. lame la..

a special post to DEAR : since a long time we last meet up right dear. suddenly the sentence that i told you that time pop out of my mind. hahas.. guess what is it.. remembered i told you that we better don't meet each other often, lol, lame la, now is reallie never meet dao lorx.. cannot liddat de, must meet up soon.. anyway, take goodie care in school okiie.. iloveyou..

With Respect ,
@ THREE EIGHT ²¹>

♥ Sunday, April 15, 2007
damn tired today la.. 7.45am liddat jiu woke up prepare for work liao le.. left home around 8.15am bahs, not too sure, around that time.. have to reach amk mrt station at 9am.. i was late for about 20mins liddat lorx, luckily never kana scold or wat la.. hahas.. it's not very good to get scolding early in the morning.. lols.. sians la.. finished work around 5.30pm lorx, coach fetch us to thomson cc, cause in the night we having lion dance at the nearby temple.. finished around 8.30pm liddat lorx.. took a cab back home, lazy to take bus la.. ahahas.. oh ya, tml working again, sians dao......... bo bian, promised him that i will work for 2days.. hahas.. take care everyone..

With Respect ,
@ THREE EIGHT ²¹>

♥ Saturday, April 14, 2007
hello everyone.. hmmm, today did nothing again.. woke up at around 12plus, cause it is raining, super cold.. cannot tahan.. den rotted at home till 5plus lorx, all along only watched tv, sians dao siao liao.. hahas.. went to RP eat my breakfast cum lunch cum dinner around 5.30 i tink, hahas.. after that jiu went temple lorx, at paya lebar there to meet my friends, actuali there's nothing to do also la, but at least i am not staying at home.. hahas.. oh ya, tml goona work liao le, not at hougang plaza but work for my coach for 2days, cause he need manpower to move house, lols.. monday jiu start work at hougang plaza Kpool liao lorx.. okiies la, stop here liao le, take good care everyone..

iloveyou..

With Respect ,
@ THREE EIGHT ²¹>

♥ Thursday, April 12, 2007
hello.. late post again.. i now inside lionel's room using comp.. just finished playing with yien, derek and lionel lorx.. won 3dollars for dunno what fuxcking use la, lionel win 9dollars.. so yien and derek are the only loser for the game, hahas.. quite sad for them, but fun la anyway.. lols.. going to watch DVDs soon.. bought all the DVDs to lionel hse just now, cause few movies they also haven watch yet, so share together lorx, see, what a nice friend i am right.. lols.. derek went home already, yien went 7-11 to buy some foods cause he is hungry.. lionel outside the hse smoking, so left me alone inside his room waiting for them to be back.. sians huh, but bo bian la, long time never thon with them liao.. dear want me to sleep early everyday ma, i listened to her lorx, except today, cause i realli buay tahan liao le.. hahas.. okiies everybody, good night.. post again soon.. bye..

iloveyou..
dearest..

With Respect ,
@ THREE EIGHT ²¹>

good afternoon everyone.. hahas.. just finished watching DVDs at home.. so great la, protege, twins mission and ghost rider, all so nice.. cool man.. think tonight gonna watch number23 and dreamgirls bahs.. how i wish monday faster come, everybody school starts and i start my work.. quite good actuali, at least i am not going to rot without my friends, at least i got myself something to do.. hahas.. great one.. oh ya, going to take the jeans from my cousin later, he said that my auntie want to give me de.. lols.. funny siia.. okiies den, going out to slack soon.. bye.. i love everybody !!!

With Respect ,
@ THREE EIGHT ²¹>

♥ Tuesday, April 10, 2007
changed my blogskin because the skin i used wasn't nice.. but this one doesn't look any better too.. gonna add some photos in to make it not so plain.. friday and saturday was busy with lion dance things, dun have the time to contact dear, when i reached home, it was already very late.. i just hope that she dun mind lorx.. sunday morning went to guang ming shan with my uncles they all, go there bai bai lorx, it was so sians la, but i promised that i will go, so bo bian.. yesterday late afternoon went to hougang 644, because danial being whack on saturday night, so we gathered there for some meeting, after that jiu went to find that group back lorx.. saw eunice's and her family at the coffeeshop, kind of shock when she saw me, lols.. my life sad huh, everyday so boring right.. hahas.. today went to hougang plaza for the whole afternoon, damn sians la.. oh ya, next week onwards, i will be working at hougang plaza KPOOL from 10am to 5.30pm, so visit me when you all are free bahs.. at least i won't be that sians when someone accompany me lorx.. hahas.. anyway, dear went to her school camp today morning i think, she never told me anything before hand, i mean i know she will be going camp la, but somehow, no msgs, no calls from her lorx.. i dunno what happened to her or what, or maybe she is busy bahs, just hope to get her little attention everyday, that will be great for me, i dun ask for much.. and hope she is fine, safe and sound during her camp..

iloveyou..
imissyou..
iwantyou..

With Respect ,
@ THREE EIGHT ²¹>

♥ Wednesday, April 04, 2007
hello everybody.. kinda a late night post huh.. hahas.. now inside lionel's room using comp lorx, actuali thought of posting at my hse de, but i am lazy to turn on the comp.. hahas.. somemore meeting them ma, so came here den post lorx, it's de same isn't it.. slept around 3plus in the afternoon today, actually was meeting dear out de, but ended up quarrelling, so never go out lorx.. i know it is not dear's fault la, but neither it is my fault.. but i know it is my temper la, cause never sleep for the whole before hand, so kind of hot-tempered lorx.. i dun feel like quarrelling with dear de la, but i kind of dislikeone sentence she said to me : oh ya, i forgot you don know how to make decisions from long ago till now .. i hate this one can, totally hate it.. i dun make decision cause i respect every of your decision, it will look bad if i am gonna make every decision without you.. i remembered what dear told me that time when she intended a breakup, she said when she was with me, she felt that i am bossing her around, she felt that she is like kind of under me.. everything i did was wrong la, so what for i care so much, letting her make decision is the best lorx.. i looked back the past, it was like so damn lame can, thinking of everything, thinking of everything she told me when she wanted a breakup last year, it's still hurting for your information okiie.. i am not those kind who easily forget such thing like this, neither will i take it out to say again, over jiu over le, this i know.. but as i promised before, i will still love her no matter what.. i will forget the past and start afresh.. looking back is not that nice feeling okiie, it hurts, so what for i am hurting myself, kinda toopiid rite.. i just hope my dear can understand me more all these bahs, even if she dun, i will still love her.. i can't control myself to stop loving her, she is just my everything..

i dun like to quarrel with you.. and i am not putting any blame on you can.. dun feel guilty, you did nothing wrong.. i waited out of my own willingness.. i cause everything today afternoon.. i ruined my day myself, i dun blame anyone..

With Respect ,
@ THREE EIGHT ²¹>

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