♥ DOUBLE TWO SINGLE SIX ! . Rigorous & Righteousness
♥ Saturday, March 24, 2007
just finish reading dear blog.. i was reading it with a very stress mind and feeling.. i got a strong bad feeling that something but i don't know what thing it is going to happen, just something bad.. the way dear treat her mum, tink sooner or later, world war 3 gonna begin bahs.. i don't wish to see that happen, it is not going to affect me onli, and i know dear will be going to suffer like hell.. i can understand how she feels, i can feel the pain and anger in her, but i can't do anything to help her, i felt so useless for the first time.. i know i must do something to help dear, but what can i do ? call her mother and talk rights with her, tink i will do it when i am mad maybe.. i can't think of anything to help dear la.. my heart were so sweet just now when i read dear's blog, the posting of -my boii to rely on -> zi jian- melted my heart so much can.. for that very moment, how i wish dear was just beside me, how i wish i was hugging her and tell her how much i love her, and how i wish i can tell her how much i need her in life.. feeling so vexed and sad.. but i still can't do anything to stop all these from happening.. dear mother never disapprove us being together, neither my parent did, so it should be a great thing to celebrate, but somehow freedom faults always.. i don't wish and i don't want to see dear cry infront of me again, it is like so saddening can, and i can't even do anything at that moment.. am i that useless ??? am i really that useless ??? can't even help my dear.. but dear, remember one thing as i promised you before.. no matter what happen in the future, i will always be there for you whenever you need me.. and we promised each other to stand strong and overcome anything, tides and waves are not going to stand over us, we are one, a special one.. all i can say is my life is all yours, handle it with care and love, i know you will.. loving you and having you in my life is just so blessing and sweet.. so no matter what, i am not going to let you out of my life again..
dear, you are the only one in my life.. can't live if living is without you girl..