' HAPPINESS

♥ DOUBLE TWO SINGLE SIX !
. Rigorous & Righteousness

♥ Wednesday, April 04, 2007

hello everybody.. kinda a late night post huh.. hahas.. now inside lionel's room using comp lorx, actuali thought of posting at my hse de, but i am lazy to turn on the comp.. hahas.. somemore meeting them ma, so came here den post lorx, it's de same isn't it.. slept around 3plus in the afternoon today, actually was meeting dear out de, but ended up quarrelling, so never go out lorx.. i know it is not dear's fault la, but neither it is my fault.. but i know it is my temper la, cause never sleep for the whole before hand, so kind of hot-tempered lorx.. i dun feel like quarrelling with dear de la, but i kind of dislikeone sentence she said to me : oh ya, i forgot you don know how to make decisions from long ago till now .. i hate this one can, totally hate it.. i dun make decision cause i respect every of your decision, it will look bad if i am gonna make every decision without you.. i remembered what dear told me that time when she intended a breakup, she said when she was with me, she felt that i am bossing her around, she felt that she is like kind of under me.. everything i did was wrong la, so what for i care so much, letting her make decision is the best lorx.. i looked back the past, it was like so damn lame can, thinking of everything, thinking of everything she told me when she wanted a breakup last year, it's still hurting for your information okiie.. i am not those kind who easily forget such thing like this, neither will i take it out to say again, over jiu over le, this i know.. but as i promised before, i will still love her no matter what.. i will forget the past and start afresh.. looking back is not that nice feeling okiie, it hurts, so what for i am hurting myself, kinda toopiid rite.. i just hope my dear can understand me more all these bahs, even if she dun, i will still love her.. i can't control myself to stop loving her, she is just my everything..

i dun like to quarrel with you.. and i am not putting any blame on you can.. dun feel guilty, you did nothing wrong.. i waited out of my own willingness.. i cause everything today afternoon.. i ruined my day myself, i dun blame anyone..

With Respect ,

@ THREE EIGHT ²¹>